Don't you just want to pick up your life, shake all the shit out of it, and then put it back down again. Not restarting, we all know thats a myth, just putting on the same shirt with a different smell. I would be writing this whole post in caps but I know how bloody frustating it is too read in caps. I'm so angry at people who make decision for me. How can you possibly assume how I feel, what I would've decided upon and how the fuck I would react. You have no right. Withholding information from someone rarely does them good, it inferiorates them. Disrespects your character so deeply that you loose perspective what this person even means in your life. Shake those freinds, shake the family, shake the issues and shake the feelings. Guilt, anxiety, anger, fear. Who needs it.